I don't know if its a "girl" thing. This extra G-chromosone... The guilt chromosome... I constantly feel guilty... Am I a good enough mother? Should I spend more time doing whatever ? Am I good wife? Clearly not as I got divorced after 21 years :) And now, the guilt - THEABSOLUTEGUILT - of not updating my website more often... Any dildo knows that it is essential to keep the website dynamic, moving, exciting, etc. But the reality is that my life is boring. I wake up, go to gym (sometimes), fiddle with my computer (emails and stuff) and then head downstairs to my studio. I paint, drink tea, and paint, and drink more tea. Then paint some more. At the end of the day, I come up and make dinner for the family. We eat, watch tv or fiddle on the computer or read... So I can make up stuff like pole dancing, belly dancing or wild parties. But the reality is I don't really drink and I like my life to be quiet and peaceful and happy... And I am happy... If I could only get rid of the guilt...
Bibs, bobs and boring bits....